Thank you for your reply Vichar. Im getting a better picture and I find your account more than interesting. Leads on to further questions Id be delighted to read your answers to. There's a 10,000 character limit on posts, so I've cut a little and put your quotes in bold quotations.
"Proximity to Gary seems to do wonder for my level of awareness. The proximity doesn't have to be physical, and I know that--this is a personal limitation of mine right now, one that I transcend from time to time. It's not about what Gary is saying with his mouth. The true master is inside of me, and it's operating at a wavelength that is unfamiliar to me, like a language I haven't spoken in a long time or a frequency that my current tuner is unable to reach. Gary the man is able to point me in the right direction. It's like learning to throw a frisbee or shoot an arrow. In the same way, being close to Gary, whether in person or in attention, lets me remember the pattern that I followed before to raise my awareness. It helps me. This is the best way I can explain it right now; maybe I'll try again later if this explanation is unsatisfactory."
Being in Garys proximity at meetings is effective way for you to raise your consciousness. Do you have any interaction with Gary at the meetings. For instance, would you receive a knowing gaze from him where the both of you know what it signifies and what is happening? Is there any thought transference, telepathy if you like, happening between the two of you? Does he say a few words as he walks by you that have demonstrated that he knows who you are and where you are at, at that moment? Who is it that you refer to as the true master here. Is it your own higher self, or garji. Does Gary, the man, point you in the right direction through the teachings, the discourses and tapes, or are you referring to a visualization of garji. If it is garji, how does garji operate and guide you? Does garji point and/or speak to you, or is something completely different going on?
When I read in Garys writings, that he, through the Inner Master, can be present with up to a billion devotees at once; I cant help but think that Gary is pulling your leg
.big time. I do believe that all sorts of contact between engaging individuals are possible, but that it requires active participation on both sides of the equation. As for the possibility of distance communication among more that two individuals at once, I dont know. You would have to be a god
.or something, to do that? I certainly cant see Gary as being one of those: an omnipotent, omnipresent, omniscient entity; or whether any being remotely like that even exists.
"Attending in person feels like a personal limitation of mine. When I'm in a lower state of consciousness, I don't remember the higher states and I don't remember how I got there. Gary in the physical seems to more easily be able to grab me in my physical state and ease me into a higher state. I believe this to be a limitation of mine, not his. In time, I've gotten better at raising my attention on my own. I'm not sure if I'm answering your question..."
Locating to a higher state: I have the impression that chelas travel there during gross contemplation? Or are you able to go there at any moment, within a matter of seconds, with practice over time as you become proficient with the techniques you have learned? Attending the meetings and seeing Gary, in the physical, works best for you. As for remembering, surely you must be remembering something, tit bits or even selected portions of your experiences there. Otherwise you would never have known that you were there in the first place? As an accomplished lucid dreamer you must be well practiced in remember dreams? Be able to effectively recall what happened, by transferring your experiences from shadow memory to conscious memory before they fade away. Are dream recall and navigating the inner realms similar in many ways? I would have thought that the object of the exercise is to recall information from those higher states. That this knowledge is a resource, to be applied in wakeful living and assist in the development of your spiritual progress on the outer plane etc.?
How does the sound current fit in with all this? Do you not also know what plane you are in by the particular sounds you hear (e.g. Bees signifies the etheric plane, violins are in hukikat lok, a flute means atma lok, and so on). It seems odd to me that all the other L&S groups had to adopt what Eckankar came out with on what each specific sound represents. These so called higher realms would be a rather abstract, and individual, phenomena, I would have assumed? I suppose all shabda practitioners can become conditioned to associate specific sounds to particular planes, en mass. I realize I know next to nothing about what chelas actually do here. I would have thought it would be easier, and simpler, for a current surfer to discover their own cues in determining where they are; that it does not need to be all so specific?
"I can try to relate my spiritual experiences, but I now believe it's not a good idea to be too explicit. Why is it not a good idea? Well, reading this thread, I see others accusing MasterPath students of being arrogant, elitist, and thinking too highly of themselves. I would not want to relate my experiences only to have that opinion reinforced in the reader's mind. When I've told people about my experiences in the past, I got the distinct impression that they were either jealous or sensitive in some way, and so I've learned to be more discreet."
I know what you mean. We all have fixed ideas about many things and it is often easier to be closed minded. I bring to my mind the word understand. It means to stand under anything outside of your own thinking, and not to elevate yourself and look down on it. If it becomes and issue we can always carry on the discussion in private.
"Since I've been on MP, I've come to see my human is much like a kind of dream, and when I can "wake up" more, I become more aware and I am able to transcend the human mental and emotional tendencies that get me in trouble / are meant to distract me. Going to seminar is like that--it feels like a kind of waking up. Usually one of the first things I think / feel are, "Whoa, what have I been doing these last few months? Why did I let myself fall asleep again? I have to try and remember what this feels like so it is easier to raise my consciousness on my own.""
Sounds vaguely familiar. Want to ask you: have you been a user of recreational drugs at some stage? It is apparent to me that there is a predominance of those people that are attracted to new age type groups and the like. That those experiences can be similar to what you describe, and that they can be recreated without the use of drugs.
When I was involved with Scientology they had a program called the Purification Rundown. It was/is? a course designed to get all the toxins out of the bodies of former drug users, and included a physical exercise regime, sweating it out in saunas, as well as auditing. Invariably participants experienced flashback, and re-experiencing those states during their drug trips. The explanation was: that remains of those drugs were still being stored in the body. As they were being released, by doing the program, the experiences of the drugs will reoccur. I dont buy that. I believe you can re-experience those states by the recall of those memories together with application of the faculties of your own mind, without the use of any drug. And, that when that happens, you can readily be misled and attribute the experience to something or someone outside of yourself.
"You ask me, doesn't hearing same thing get boring after a while? I might ask the same of myself and my fellow human beings: the same desires of sex, fame, money, respect, attention from others--doesn't that get old after a while?"
Variety is the spice of life, and to make it more interesting we should remain open to explore and discover things that are different and new. We are all here living in this human world, although we may come to realize we are not of it. I think we each need to find the right balance, in all things, and be able to differentiate the more important from the necessary.