I just answered your question AGAIN! Here it is a third time if not a fourth:
Love isn't the "I don't give a worry to the two people who hurt me in my past" that you mentioned. Love is action and not neutrality.
If there is a different question I missed, I will gladly answer it.
This is not an answer to my question. It's probably time to drop it if I have to carry you through this. Thus far,it's felt like rolling a mossy boulder up an icy hill into a headwind during a mudslide. Do you even remember my original question any more? I doubt it.
And you don't gladly answer. You gladly avoid and evade. How many times have you been called on this lately, and how many times have you addressed your critics when you have?
That isn't a successful strategy for dealing with inconvenient questions of it keeps being pointed out.