Is your belief based on emotional desires or reason?
My faith is based on solid reasoning and a clear understanding of what the Bible teaches....and what it doesn't.
Emotion plays very little part in it. Christianity is about education, not just feelings.
I used to be a believer once.
If by that you mean you were once a member of Christendom's churches, let me assure you that this is not Christianity. It is so far removed from what Christ taught that there is no actual similarity.
I was there once too.
That changed when I started examining the claims of the bible and comparing them to reality.
What claims are you referring to specifically...let me understand where you are coming from. It will allow me to see if you feel like I did for the same reasons.
Where is the evidence that a god that cares about us exists?
Look around you at the unspoiled places on this planet where human greed has not infiltrated. The creation itself is magnificent. It is man's activities that spoil everything.
Then consider what the world would be like if we had no sight....no sense of smell....no hearing....no taste....no touch. Imagine if humans only ate grass instead of the infinite variety of delicious foods.
Consider the human brain as the center where all these things are processed and calculations are made constantly without us even considering them. We are living miracles who share a planet with other living miracles. The planet itself is a miracle. Its placement in the solar system, its speed of rotation, the precise tilt of its axis, the gases that make up our atmosphere...all of this is no accident. It demonstrates purpose, love and a great generosity on the part of its Maker.
Then consider human relationships and what part they play in our happiness. God extends his hand to us in friendship too, but many reject him or misrepresent him.
What if we behaved like animals and displayed no moral sense (I think some are already there in some places) What if we had no laws, no way to avoid bad people and no hope for the future? What if this is as good as it gets? Life then has no purpose and we have nothing to look forward to but extinction. Is that OK with you? I don't know of anyone who would choose this world to live in if they didn't have to. Don't we have a collective expectation that this is not the life we should be living? There is a reason.
Do you realize that if all men just followed one simple law of God, (often called "the Golden Rule") that we would not have the world we have today?
We are in the outworking of a major object lesson.....one that will have implications for all eternity to come. Humans under influence from God's adversary, thought that they could know evil and that it would benefit them. The woman was told that they would not die. God knew that a knowledge of evil would not benefit them in the slightest, but they didn't believe him. They took what did not belong to them and began to degenerate into old age, sickness and eventually death, condemning their children to the same fate. Evil is all we have ever known.
The level of evil in the world now apparently rivals the last days of the pre-flood era. Jesus said it would be this way again before God brought his rulership back to this earth. (Matt 24:36-39; 6:9,10) God's wisdom will have been proven beyond all shadow of doubt. His kingdom will restore all that Adam threw away....everlasting life in paradise conditions on earth.
God took the long term solution to benefit the maximum number of people for the rest of time. What is our short lifetime compared to eternity? The lesson is learned, Adam's children are rescued from sin and death and man will never have to suffer at the hands of rebels ever again. Its a big universe...who knows what God has planned for it?
I can definitely provide evidence and sound arguments for the lack of a caring god.
Please do and lets explore them. I am sure I can explain these things to you in a different light....it might even make sense.