I will read that, thank you. I have been reading objective sources discussing the history of Islam, and Muhammad's life, etc. Coming from a Christian background where the 'hero' of the story is a pacifist who never raised his hand to anyone (Jesus)...Muhammad's life wasn't easy for me at first, to get my head around. But, not all prophets were pacifists, and I don't look at everything Muhammad did as justified, because I do come from a different background, and culture. I'd be lying if I said living in the west hasn't shaped my world view. If I lived however in a war torn country, where I wasn't allowed to be educated, and live freely...and I was forced to follow laws that strip women of their freedoms (more so than men)...my views would be different, no doubt. I try to place myself into the lives as best I can, of those who live in the middle east, who have no voice, who are under constant tyranny. For many Muslims, they are not supportive of violence--and there are many living in the middle east who don't support or advocate it.
I believe that the core message of Islam from Muhammad to his people OF THAT TIME...was one of hope. I still believe that is the ultimate, unadulterated message of Islam to this day. But, Muhammad believed that he had to literally defend his religion, and his own life. Many people tried to kill him. He was rising in popularity, and not unlike Jesus, people wished him dead. The problem that we see with Muhammad's 'warrior ways,' is that he was considered a prophet. If he was a mere historical figure we were reading about, who fought to defend Islam, and the surrounding areas of his community...we wouldn't think much of his actions. But he is touted as a prophet...the final Prophet, and that is where everyone's problems come in. He is seen more like a villain, not as a hero. He is seen as a promoter of violence, not a defender of Islam. I have talked to Muslims who have explained to me that they believe Muhammad's actions were because of the war time he lived in, and had no one persecuted him and/or tried to harm him, he wouldn't have become a wager of war. He had a large number of wives, and while it doesn't sit well with me coming from a society that has laws against polygamy, it has been written that he treated his wives well. I have to reallyyyyy stretch my mind around that one, lol But, polygamy was part of the culture, not a tenet of Islam. Muhammad is the polar opposite of who I once followed, Jesus...so my desire to understand him is relevant.
Anyway, I have much to learn...but, what is interesting about these conversations, even with my Christian and atheist friends, is that their image of a religious figure comes in the form of a pacifist. Not saying that is right/wrong, it is just an observation I've made in these discussions. We as humans, have a hard time seeing Muhammad as a messenger of God, because of his controversial, violent background. No one has all the answers but it's interesting to say the least! lol