Thank you kindly (to the posters above me).
Yes, it has been a difficult transition, made even more difficult by my unintended 'personalization' of it.
I have noticed being able to think and solve problems more laterally now and I can remember everything I have ever seen, heard or read. My instincts are also very accurate lately, but my spatial cognition has suffered a bit as a result.
Indeed, I feel your pain my friend. I'm going through the same thing almost to the T. Logic and analytical skills have become pronounced, but visio-spatial intelligence has suffered, but I was never gifted in that area in the first place lol. I personally would suggest learning how to draw and/or paint, as well as visualization meditation techniques to help to balance out the increases in logical ability. But as long as you have love and happiness in your hearts, everything else is just extra in my opinion.
I guess I am still thinking it in 'third-person' terms....it shouldn't matter what others say, but we are still all social creatures.....only now, 'interpersonal communication' takes on a whole new meaning.
Lol, wow. I feel like I'm talking to myself. "Enlightened" folks still have to know how to defend themselves lol. I would say it's even more important as you become more open to other's "energies".
Yes, I also feel that I haven't really allowed myself to come to terms with this...being way too humbled by it all...and also coming from a place where 'personal experience means nothing' - nobody ever took me seriously...nobody ever believed me....nobody ever cared about me.
That's part of the struggle in my opinion. Coming to the realization that you are a bad-*** lol, while still remaining humble while doing so. It's hard finding a balance between being humble and desiring to provide others with the happiness that you feel. Especially when coming from an environment where "personal experience means nothing". I feel your pain.
I had to get over the total 'nonacceptance' by others, before I could reconcile that same acceptance within myself...walking the fine line between detachment and ambivalence when it came to 'well, regardless of what you may think......' however, in the end, no justification is necessary no matter how I tried to 'justify' it.
Lol, I feel your pain sir. After all the conditioning it's hard to realize that Love and happiness need no justification. They just are. But once you come to that realization, it just seems so simple and beautiful, it's hard to understand why others can't see it as well
All I know, is that I spent the past week staying at my parent's place....and they said:
"You are looking
so well, just so healthy now....I don't know what you have been doing/or not doing...but whatever it is, keep it up".
I could only smile and acknowledge God inside...outside...and everywhere for that 'glow'.
I shall try and be more accepting of my experiences/feelings and not try and restrain it anymore. <3[/quote]
Indeed, it is a hard path to walk. Trying to teach people that don't even realize that what you are trying to teach is what they wan't. Especially when they don't accept you because you are different from them. Albeit in a way that even they would probably admit themselves, is "good".
It is very difficult to be detached and passionate at the same time. But it sounds to me that you are doing a pretty damn good job at it so far. I always try to keep in mind, that it doesn't matter if 99 people out of 100 look at me like I'm crazy. Their negative opinions of me don't matter. What does matter is that 1 person out of the 100 took to heart what I told them and it made their life better, because them becoming better makes me better. The realization of oneness is a powerful one indeed.
I believe I was cool in High school. I put my collar up and walked with a Fonzie like strut.
I'm still cool because I put my collar up and walk with a Fonzie strut.
I believe their are light auras and electric auras as well and it is also possible that brain waves travel but I don't know if anyone has experimented on that yet.
Light aura has been all but proven. Human cells emit light, and this light travel's outside of the body, and it is within the spectrum of visible light. It's a scientifically accepted doctrine.
As far as brain waves and electricity. Not so much as far as scientific legitmacy. And indeed there is an instute that studies light emissions from the human body, but it has just recently become accepted within the scientific community at large. It's very sad in my opinion that more emphasis is not being put in this area, but granted it invovles two of the most complex areas of science: Biology and Quantum physics. But here's some links to check it out if your interested.
Everything you know is a lie !: Biophotons And The Universal Light Code
new illuminati: The Biophotonic Quantum Holographic Matrix
Endogenous Light Nexus Theory of Consciousness
NSF Center for Biophotonics — NSF Center for Biophotonics
The first two are "fringe" but have some pretty good info in my opinion. The last two are more "scientific", but the overall scientific research is severly lacking in my opinion.
