2017 general conference talk, Holland - do you remember this story? a young man from Idaho serving a proselyting mission in California find estranged brother.... everyone loved it, and "felt the spirit".... only that feeling was a lie, the story was a lie.
Elder Holland withdraws Church News missionary story
Mormon Apostle Withdraws Embellished Story
↑ why would an apostle lie? how do you explain feeling the "spirit", then finding what you felt was a lie?
Here is another conference talk, another lie:
Safety for the Soul
↑ that book he is holding? not "the book".
lds mormon "apostle" jeffrey r holland lying at conference
here is another example, Holland claims "not one red cent"... another lie
https://www.reddit.com/r/exmormon/comments/57bkpu/jeffrey_r_holland_blatantly_lying_during_qa/
Mormons Tipped Scale in Ban on Gay Marriage (Published 2008)
When reality goes against those "feelings".... when you are sitting on the phone with a detective.... when you are IDing kids from church, pictures taken in church building....child after child after child... it is a mind trip for sure. People in church still believing it was not "real", going to court, yes - it was real - sentenced to life, plenty of evidence real.
Ash conformity experiment - groups can really alter your perception of reality.
The sooner you escape, the better, especially for women. Reality = women are providers, women are protectors NOT men. Look at single moms vs. single dads, look at # of women in jail vs. # of men in jail. Women need careers, they need to not only be self-reliant, but successful enough to provide and care for their kids ← this is reality. No one has "authority" over you. You have authority over yourself. You have to take care of yourself.
"Jane Doe" is the name cops use when talking about unidentified corpses.... I am not sure why you chose that name? I worry for you. I hope you are ok? I hope this forum will be good for you, will teach you what you need to know to survive in the real world. No borrowed light, we are all on our own two feet. best wishes to you....
for me, back to work