Try to kill your Consciousness , by using your Consciousness to do it. You can't, because Consciousness is continual. This is the Thing about God that I struggle with, his continuity, his Eternal Life Force. And its what he plans to give all of humanity, Life, Consciousness, that will never stop. And often that frightens me, to be alive forever, and Ever, and ever. I just can't think like that, that far advanced, that far ahead. It just does not seem real, and just too Good to be true.
So I understand others for not believing. God has always been alive, that stumps me right there, but still I want to get into it a little bit.
Peace.