What changed your mind then? You stated earlier that you have had precognitive events happening since you were young. I did read the whole article. I don't understand why you might think it is you. Do you? It just sounds like the Rabbi was a closet Christian who believes Christ is coming back. Or, it was a forgery like his son says. In any case, I didn't believe in the first Christ being a Messiah or divine, so I don't think there is any chance the second Messiah will be any different. I'm sorry but I have never been able to believe these myths.
Well, I have had many events but how does a child understand meaning!
Maybe I am a bit on the slow side but it took me 40 yrs to peice the whole picture together! It happened by many, many events. It wasnt until about three years ago that I came to understand who I am. I never recognised Religion, (for about 37yrs) I seen it as evil (God Jesus, Lucifer,Religion, any God etc) I just had hatred for these things because I was blinded by what I was experiencing. (I supose I was anti-christ then eh!) You see I was a big sceptic and I only beleived what I seen with my own eyes but then I had to make sense of it all, Not that easy for someone that had a bad education. I never read books or watched programs on tv about Religion or supernatural. I was scared of God (still am) But you see, I had this strong urge to go and seek out to learn about what it was that I have experienced. I never accept anyone that says Beleive beleive beleive because it wiffs of manipulation! It might seam to people here that thats exactly what I am doing but wher do I say beleive?
Whatever it is that has been guiding me is letting me see formyself the truth!!!
So I cannot just ignore that, can I! I have many true storys to tell, I wrote a couple of posts in the vampyre thread that you might be interested in... one inparticular was a haunting and this "being" that I have seen several times let rip, I mean a propper haunting with witnesses. (It was me doing that and I wasnt aware way back then) after that night, I was waking up every night for ten years being choked and another hand clutching at my heart!! But You would never guess the truth that I came to!!! It seams with every new realisation of the self, I am ready to take the next step and the learning speed up. Anyways I could talk for weeeks, months or even years and still not finish what I have to say, as I experienc all the time.
What makes me think that it is me?
I can try and give you some explanations but its pointless if you dont beleive in Religions etc.
Alright, let me mention a few things that got me thinking!
I never spoke until I was about five. I said to my Mother when I come out of a day dream: Mam when I get older I am going to live in high places and drink wine!
My mother says after I had been sitting there in a world of my own I would come to and say the strangest things! I would see things that werent there to others but then the things that I seen would manifest to them later! and I would know things before they would happen etc.
I would suffer all illnesses that I would see or hear about. My mother was sick of taking me to the doctors. It would be real to me! I would actually feel pain and feel ill etc.
My right arm was always weak and when I was in my twentys the muscles used to pull and I could hardly move for days.
I read somewhere that God was suposed to snap Lucifers right wing, slung him to earth and inflict all worldly diseases on him!!!
I know now that I am a subconscious communicator!! I read not long ago that the only power of the anti-christ, false messiah Is communication, suposedly stolen from God. Now people will be confused that I recognise myseelf with Lucifer and Jesus and the bibles etc are confusing because they promise these two beings for example...
Lucifers chosen one: The anti christ or False prophet: He is suposed to be the only one with this code or the one that crosses the abyss filling it in with light (filling in the unknown or the blanks) explains my personallity I have a brother Peter but mostly seen as brother P. Alot thats mentioned about him is me! I rule the world with an iron fist I deceive the nations etc and wipe out billions etc...
Now the real messiah, well you read that article!! Thats also me. Now I bet they are waiting for someone called David! and I am just the way that I am. I already declare who I am to a jew and it turned out to be the only jew that I know... hes my Gp, but theres a story behind how he got to be my GP.
Jesus "I send forth my Angel, I am the root of David, we are one! I seen another version but this time before this statement he promised to Take peter with him to be reborn on earth with him!, I have a brother called Peter and his birthday overlaps Jesus Birthday, Boxing Day! and he is a fisherman.
And I beleive that if Jesus is saying what I think he is then imo He will forfill the prophecys through me!... Dam repeating myself lol, I forget thhat you have fully read this Thread. There lots of experience that I have had to make me beleive that I am that one and I dont like it just as much as folks here dont like me mentioning it. I am on a journey for my sanity!
Thanks for your interest. I will be happy to try and answer your questions.
David.
This is from post 37!!!
