tonyamendola
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We all have some personal experiences and that is really something for ourselves as others cannot see it. I had a brilliant experience too. The thing is the Baha'i Faith is here also to help us to unlearn. So you will find Baha'is who are from this world repeating a lot of the world's mistakes. It will take centuries to get out of this mode of exclusiveness and it is a sickness of the soul. If you read the Baha'i Teachings Baha'u'llah came to create a 'new race of men' incomparable in character and a new world civilisation. These are a work in progress. So of course you will not yet see anything anywhere near the 'finished product' except perhaps in Abdul-Baha. He was not like you say and He is the One we are told to exemplify our behaviour on.
What is of concern to me personally is not whether people become Baha'i or not but that we have a defective, corrupt world that needs replacing with something better and good people everywhere need to come together to do something rather than just talk. Nobody seems to have a workable plan at rebuilding the world other than the Baha'is and I want a better world than this. I can't accept the wars and hatreds and prejudices. If there were any other workable plan of uniting humanity I would be first to embrace it but there isn't. Basically people just want a good time and a good life but there's so many suffering and being ignored. I want a just world where everyone has a chance of a good education, access to medicines and work and clean water and free from oppression. So I'm building that world brick by brick and there's just no other choice as all else is just about profit.
Good people need to unite and build a better world and this time have women build it because men have ruined it over conquest after conquest in an inhumane race for power and wealth. And the Baha'is are doing this so I joined them.
That`s wonderful and I am grateful you have found and follow your purpose here.
Gods direct message to me was to see only innocence in all regardless of appearances or happenings and so that is what I do in my life, thus only pointing to the Truth in all others that come to me encouraging them to identify with what is True Within..... Love.
You see I am eternally grateful that I grew up in poverty raiding the dump for clothes, eating stolen raw meat, holes in shoes, drunk parents beating each other half to death, looking after myself from around 5 onwards, learning to heal cuts and breaks myself, having to learn to overcome the fear of being beaten by boys twice my age at 7, learning how to avoid the abusive babysitter, my friends who showed me how to steal and offered me the chance to choose against that, the poor schooling that ensured i chose an unconventional life and didnt follow the "norm", the government who got me to buy a house that then halved in value while the payments doubled, the agency that tells me i must go to a sales training session and speak or i will not be supported when i cannot speak because my vocal chords are broken, to the terrorist that allowed me to see past his story to see his innocence, the man who ran me out of London with a gun thus altering my path for my highest good, the man who stole my house and left me bankrupt leaving me with my sick pregnant wife, so that i could see past my own dependancy on money, the people that caused my wife`s illness so that i saw my own needyness rather than real Love, my broken liver that allows me to see past death.
Every "bad" thing this world has brought to me has been a gift..... and thus was never bad.
Thus while I am all for the utopia you dream about, my life has shown me that its only by seeing past the bad to the "forever good" within all, that we will find our freedom via the direct experience .... and that is often only when we are pushed to our limits and have to change our minds by a world that is not fair or kind or just.
But that`s my life experience and it showed me that everyone can connect to the inner truth today through the means that they love .. in your case Bahai and working towards the world you have pictured, to another "The Goddess", in mine forgiveness, love and in the end seeing myself in another`s eyes, to a Gay Atheist who already walks as close to heaven as is possible, Shakespeare and the appalling abuse he suffered as a child that completely opened his heart to Love.
I do see the sense in the Bahai teachings and it would certainly make it far easier to see the "Truth" in all if the world was fairer, but there is nothing to stop up seeing that now and thus awakening Now.... if we choose........ Then we wont have to fix up the world