Trailblazer
Veteran Member
It has been the same for me. I think there might be a correlation but of course there is no way to prove that.For my personal experience, when things went well I had faith in God.
I have been angry at God for my suffering but I have lost by belief in God, although I lost my faith that God is actually good. However, I finally pushed through that when I realized that God was not responsible for my suffering, but rather suffering is part and parcel of life in a material world. Moreover, I never expected God to remove my suffering since it made no sense to me that God would be responsible to remove the suffering caused by other humans.I became an athiest in my dark night. (Child abuse by clergy, anger at God, to finding it to be a better mindset to chalk it up to the laws of nature rather than evil God who tortures children)
I fully agree. We had a thunderstorm here about a week ago, which is very rare for where I live. The lightening scared the bejeebers out of me but it was a reminder of the power of nature.As for hope - Nature is so powerful, I'm listening to a thunderstorm as I type. Minimalism reduces stress. Embrace scarcity, enjoy each moment.
I love nature, I practically live for it, as I watch all the birds and wild animals on my deck who I feed and water!